Savanah's Story: A moment. . .

Saturday, January 9, 2010

A moment. . .

Recently I have been finding myself in these "moments" where I go back to the exact moment when we found out Savanah was deaf and how crushing that was. It was soul shattering. I thought, why me and why my poor baby?!? You have read my posts like this, you know how I felt.

But how I feel now is completely different! I feel so fortunate for a healthy child. I feel blessed beyond words that she is still here and she is happy and breathing. I am so happy that medical miracles occur daily and she has a working cochlear implant and she can hear with it! I am so proud of my almost - 6- year old. I am proud of myself and her dad for overcoming the trials and tribulations that raising a deaf child has encountered, but more so I am proud of Savanah for enduring and never giving up.

We could have been dealt a really bad card. CMV could have made Savanah extremely sick, she could have died. Recently, a story I followed of a mother with a sick infant battling pertussis, passed away at Primary's a few days ago. When you hear and see people experience things like that, losing a child, so young and innocent, you have to stop and count your blessings for the healthy children in your life.

I know I think about things like this when I am pregnant, which I am now with baby #3My CMV titers have to be checked, we have to see a perinatologist for an ultrasound rather then a regular 2o week checkup. I worry all over again. I wonder if this baby will also be born deaf, if the baby will even be healthy or if this baby could battle CMV and worse?!?

But again. . . I will continue to count my blessings, my two beautiful blessings that remind me daily of why I was put on this Earth.

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CMV, Hearing loss and Cochlear Implants

Some of you who have read our family blog are already familiar with Savanah's story. But I decided to start an entirely different blog dedicated to Savanah's journey. Her triumphs, challenges and this wonderful adventure we are all on together. Savanah failed her newborn hearing screening when she was born. We were told that she had fluid still in her ears since she was two weeks early. I brought her back to be re-tested six weeks later, and she failed again. I was told she was deaf and I was completely devastated. We have no hearing loss in our family and so she was tested through a blood test for many different things that could have caused deafness. It took several weeks for the results to come back. I had this perfect little baby who might have something wrong with her. The test that we had to wait on was called the "TORCH" test. The letters in it stands for a few common viruses and illnesses that cause deafness and the "C" stands for cytomegalovirus. Most of us have had this virus which is in the herpes family, but when contracted during pregnancy if you have never had it before can cause deafness, blindness, seizures, brain calcifications and learning disabilities and even death. When her results came back positive with this virus, our entire summer with our brand new Savanah consisted of many different doctor appointments. Traveling to Primarys, the U, ENT's, audiologists etc. It was extrememly exhausting, particularly because there was so much unknown regarding cytomegalovirus. We learned from a neurologist at the U that she would continue to shed the virus through her urine until she was about six months old and that particuarly children who had never had the virus could become infected. We had to take many precautions to make sure that did not happen.

At the six month mark Savanah recieved a hearing aid in Sept. of 04 and after a year, we noticed she was making very little progress with her speech. I started looking into alternative answers to help her to hear. We were learning sign langage as a family but it was difficut for some members of our family to learn and Savanah really wasn't very interested in signing. I wanted people to be able to comunicate with Savanah and have relationships with her. We decided a cochlear implant would be awesome and allow her to hear like a normal individual when on. Savanah recieved the cochlear implant surgery on April 13, 2007. It was such a wonderful day, the start to something big.The surgery took about an hour and a half. She recovered beautifully. She was riding her bike later that day. The incision was rather long and very easy to take care of. She was just like any other 3 year old during the recovery until she could be activated. She was activated on May 20, 2007 and since then has been a hearing girl when it is on. I highly encourage everyone who reads this blog to research cochlear implants and learn more about them. I have added some links below. Savanah has attended school through Utah Schools for the Deaf for three years. She is now catching up to her appropriate age for language and is a thriving, healthy and happy eight-year old. We are so proud of her everyday! She is mainstreaming 100% in our neighborhood school. She is on grade-level with her third grade class and loves to learn! She is a wonderful reader and always gets PERFECT scores on her spelling.

She just recently received her second cochlear implant, she was implanted on January 9th, 2013 at the University of Utah by Dr. Shelton again. The surgery went smooth and recovered quickly. She was activated on January 20th, 2013 and has absolutely loved having a second implant. She now wears two BRAND NEW N5 processors from Cochlear.