Saturday, June 27, 2009

There is something frustrating. . .


About swimming with a deaf child. I am more anxious and nervous. When Savanah has her cochlear implant off, she goes into an entirely different world. It becomes "Savnah's world" and only she can "hear" in it and "talk" in it. It is so interesting to watch, I become fascinated by this everytime we swim. She talks louder and jumps all over the place.

You can tell her to "don't run, only walk" or "don't splash those people" or "it's time to go home and we can swim tomorrow" - BUT Savanah does not hear any of that. Whatever she lip-reads is what she will take in if she wants to. She is more stubborn while swimming and being in her "world." Sometimes I think she prefers this world. It is so peaceful in her head. So quiet. And she can "hear" EXACTLY what she wants to hear.

Me on the other hand, I have become so use to this AMAZING device in her head. This device that is allowing my beautiful five year old daughter to hear everyday. This device that when it is on she gets to experience "our world" - the world of hearing. I cherish moments when she has it on. The simplest sounds that she can hear and she lets me know it. I am so at peace when it is on.

1 comment:

misha~sha-sha said...

Oh man! I hear you on this one. It's awful. We go through this same frustration every year. Swimming lessons are hard, too! I wish I had a solution for you!